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Death is my saviourDeath is my life, Death is my saviour,
Everyone thinks I'm weird due to my behaviour,
I always hide away from the world, never really caring,
When its non-uni at school I find everyone's staring,
That girl is weird, ugly, a freak,
I've found the world very grey and bleak.
I'm not able to live a simple life without there being any faults,
Being involved in too many assaults,
I just block out the empty world I live in,
People say that believing in satan is a sin,
I just give them a shrug and a smile saying that's me,
But that's all a lie, fake can't you see?
At home I'm just the same,
This is really serious not a game,
I'm not able to tell the truth only lies,
It is not fair on others it brings tears to my eyes,
I cannot laugh, I cannot smile,
Well I can but it will only last a little while.
I have to wear a mask to hide all emotions,
It is just the same with my motions,
I lie in my room wishing to die,
Not able to find an exit no matter how hard I try,
It's not fair I can't be normal,
Homelessness is a cruel fate,
Not able to show you face till late,
Begging on the streets because it matters,
Glancing hopefully at the expressionless and pocket-patters.
The newspapers write terrible lies,
We're not evil, it brings tears to my eyes,
I don't go around buying fags and drugs with my dosh,
The only people fortunate to buy such stuff is the rich and posh.
I look at the people who spend money as they please,
Always wearing the most expensive stuff just to tease,
I stare at the more lucky soul with their perfect hair,
How come they're so fortunate? It's just not fair.
I'm sorry mum and sorry dad,
I gave up the best life I ever had,
I should have never carried that knife with me,
But I just wanted protection can't you see?
The goverment promised to help us but they never did,
When ever the police came I ran and hid,
How I managed to get in this state I don't know,
But one thing is for sure that the world is your foe.
I don't understand what is wrong wi
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